And this is why I know I am finally healing and on the tail end of this TSW: Not only have I not had a full body flare since October 2013 (5 months ago) and have seen consistent progress towards healing, but my body temperature thing is now almost normal....I now feel the cold like a normal person! I now keep the thermostat around 67-68 and still feel a bit chilled like everyone else here at home. I'd raise it higher but with the bitter cold still and heating costs, I'm just now trying to be rational. I go to bed and my feet are cold because our bedroom is one of the coldest rooms in the house. I wake up and put my big robe on and wrap it tight around me because I'm cold like everyone else. I have been this way for about 3-4 weeks now. I have about 1 day a week when I feel warm like before. Initially I would feel normal for an hour or so a day, then it turned into a few hours. Now it's all day nearly every day...the one day when I might feel warm or hot - it's not all day....maybe a few hours. I am very thankful to finally feel normal! I was dreading the summer thinking I was going to be dying in the heat! But now I look forward to it knowing I will feel normal for once in my life!
Maybe this is not a significant sign of healing to some...but when I take everything into account, I see a massive shift from suffering to healing in the last 5 months. As for the pictures....below I compiled a few pictures between yesterday and this morning of my current problem areas....all other problem areas are either just slightly dry/flaky with a white appearance or completely healed. My only problem areas now are my hands, ankles/feet, inner arms, and chin. I had a mini flare the other day on my neck, but the few areas where I scratched the skin too much are just about healed, so no problem there. And the good news is the 2 mini flares I've had over the last 2-3 weeks occurred within the last few days (PMS time) and there was not one drop of ooze! :) So below I've done a before and after compilation - not all before pictures were taken on the same day....though they were taken within the last 2-3 weeks. Let's just say a picture says a lot!! See for yourself:
Face about a week ago
Face this morning
Chin a week ago
Chin this morning after scratching it a little...notice the white streaks above my lip to the left - it only stayed white for about a minute or less. Chin though looking much better.
Left hand a few weeks ago
Left hand last night
Right hand a few weeks ago |
Right hand last night
Left ankle about a week or so ago
Left ankle last night
Right inner arm a few weeks ago
Right inner arm last night
Left inner arm a few weeks ago
Left inner arm last night
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